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A post before I hit the crib and catch some sleep , I am that tired though , but I have to wake up early tomorrow for work, kindda anticipating it. Been spending a lot of my time watching movies on the net, its over men, I need to spend some time doing more meaningful stuffs than just sitting by the couch and watching movies after movies. But I could do some entertainment from the movies sometimes (: . Sweet.
Number 10 : someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Not that we don’t talk, I guess we do, like once in a month? Just a hi and bye and kind of nothing much else, argh, of course I wished that we could talk more. I wish we were friends , well , its just a silly wish. I tried , kind of.
Ah, putting that aside, I had an awesome time at East Coast Park with the lovely lifegroup, I love them all (: , NEA3 + NEA4 , rock on. God has blessed me beyond measures, used me beyond measures. I am contented with my streaming results (: I hope I would use my time more wisely though . Travelling from 12-16 (: .
Goodbye, blog soon again.
A person whom I want to talk more to?
Foc , for once, you guys make me don’t feel like graduating from Sec 2 T.T , men, it makes me feel like going for CCA , when we can all spend time again. I really love you guy! 
, its funny how we have gone through things, really, the embarrassed times, the epic times, the “conflict” times and stuffs like that. I <3 you alll ! ^^
Another person I wish I could talk more to is someone different, unexpected. I wish , we were friends. But that, is likely impossible when all you think that I am is nothing but a stubborn kid.
I am tiredddd . I think I will sleep away my afternoon tomorrow, holiday = pigging session. I’ve got lesser and lesser things to blog, nah , I am lazy .
I skipped like the previous 3 c: .
Hey someone-i-wish-to-meet,
That would never happen , I am just any one of the million person that you happen to know in this world. But it feels good to have known you. Not that I don’t see you at all , but its different…
Gah.
I am kind of skipping three and four, >< , I love my parents and brother , no doubt.
Dream? It will never come to past. I wish my dream could be real, but the fact is that I never had the courage to do “my dream” silly as it sounds.
Well , it has pretty much been a long day, with the lack of sleep due to the dumb air-con.
Dear “crush” ,
You have 2 eyes , one nose , one mouth , 2 ears , 10 fingers , two palms, 2 legs , 10 toes & the truth is , I still don’t know who are you.
I don’t have a crush. I shall change the topic , to someone I admire , from far.
It’s in the minority of the majority that the person would know it or even read this. Well, I don’t know you as a fact, other than your name and a little about you, how you do things and stuffs, there actually little of you that I know of. The only reason why I would admire you is because you’re different from the rest. You’re just different. The chance of knowing you is beyond zero, I don’t hope for that but it’s just cool to have you in my life.
Geez , things are really going to be different. I need to acquire a positive spirit.
Bye.
Dearest piano,
I am not made to play you, but the feeling you give when I play the keys of yours is different from what I can feel around me. You’re simply a great blessing from God. I am not a pro, but no matter what, I won’t give you up. I will keep playing till I get better.
Gahs , that’s the first letter I suppose.
Men , kindda feeling a little lethargic, I thought it was already 10+11 , when it is only 8+. But thank God , there’s NO SCHOOL TOMORROW ! 
Exams are officially over , and my results are officially back and it sucks, drop tremendously, horrifying. But I guess, I am contented with the fact that I cleared everything and I’d given my best.
Well, it has been great, having all day to NOT study! I’ve been more or less enjoying life with people around me! I shall do this to kill time: (copied from Jl’s blog)
Day 1- a precious possession
Day 2 – your crush.
Day 3 – your parents.
Day 4 – your sibling’s.
Day 5 – your dreams.
Day 6 – a stranger.
Day 7 – your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 – your favorite internet friend.
Day 9 – someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 – someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.
Day 11 – a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 – the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 – someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 – someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 – the person you miss the most.
Day 16 – someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 – someone from your childhood.
Day 18 – the person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 – someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 – the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 – someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 – someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 – the last person you kissed.
Day 24 – the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 – the person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 – the last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 – the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 – someone that changed your life.
Day 29 – the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 – your reflection in the mirror.
I shall start with number 1 when I get home from tution.
God, I am counting on You to lead me through.
This is the last post before I say goodbye to blogging / maybe to internet surfing/facebooking. Gah , I need to excel this time round to get the subject I desire. It seems a lot tougher than Mid-Year and time is definitely not on my side.
I will start to hate Thursday , outrageous , 5 damn hours of tution ! Kumon + Science , like seriously?! Men , sucks , 4-9 damn. Life is hectic enough , its gonna get worse men, God I really really need your strength.
Coffee doesn’t work anymore, 2 cups but yet I dozed off while studying. Zzz, damn. Not any surprise if I would to fall asleep in class. But nonetheless, I still want to thank FOC , for the motivation to study , it seems funny that you guys didnt say it straight but I guess we’re gonna give our shot huh?
Its especially cool how I see us stand together to support one another in those down times , especially what I ministered on Saturday , WOAH , totally!
Sometimes, all that I look forward to is a good night sleep , nothing more. Gah, having like 4-5+ hours of sleep a day aint gonna help much.
Off to tution.
Gah , wanted to study, sidetrack-ed all the way -.-. Gonna sleep pretty soon , I need some catch up with my bed. Frankly speaking I have too little time to do too many things but at the same time a minute feels like an hour -.- , and I thought 2 weeks had past until I looked at the calendar.
Anyway , had a pretty long week of mainly projects. Nothing much happened I guess, a lot of embarrassing moments ,that’s for sure. But I really can’t thank God more for my clique! Lifegroup was great , theme: How Are You? , weird as it seems , the root of it is actually COMMITMENT ! I was spurred on to serve even harder after the lifegroup! NEA3 and 4 rules.
